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A Walk in the Woods
Today was a perfect day for a spring walk. It was about 60 degrees in Wisconsin and sunny a day before we’re scheduled to be under the threat of rain for the rest of the week. Last year, due to … Continue reading
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Tagged animals, cancer, Christians, circles, community, cycles, death, deer, desert, eagles, energy, heart, Heaven, hike, humanity, land, landscapes, life, light, love, nature, plants, prairie, rain, rebirth, reincarnation, seasons, soul, spirit, spirtuality, tree, tundra, universe, walk, Wisconsin, woods
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Still Beating
A year ago this afternoon, I was at my desk in the office where I work. I had just taken a sip of a soda and started to feel a bit off. When I stood up I felt a bit … Continue reading
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Tagged beats per minute, blood pressure, defibrillator, disease, doctor, drug regimen, electrocardiogram, emergency room, family, friends, heart, heart attack, heart catheterization, heart disease, ICD, implantable cardioverter defibrillator, ischemic cardiomyopathy, laugh, life, love, medication, miracle, nurse, pacemaker, pulse, resting heart rate, sedation, stent, stress, technology, ventricles, ventricular tachycardia
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Virus of the Soul
Sitting at home reading about tens of thousands of people in my country dying of Covid-19 is hard enough. Knowing that countless more will die in the coming months is even more difficult. But reading about ignorant and hateful acts … Continue reading
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Tagged African, America, Ammon Bundy, brother, California, civil war, compassion, compromise, coronavirus, Covid-19, empathy, enslavement, entitled, environment, evil, exploitation, face mask, genocide, God, government, greatness, heart, Holocaust, Idaho, idiots, Jews, killed, Ku Klux Klan hood, love, Michigan, money, morals, Native Americans, neighbors, news, political positions, politicians, profits, protest, quarantine, religion, sacrifice, science, security guard, sick, soul, spiritual reawakening, virus, war, Wisconsin
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The Agony of Aging
While I don’t really feel all that old, I am keenly aware that I am aging. I could still live for several more decades, but maybe not. I’m in my 60s now and have had several heart issues. … Continue reading
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Tagged acquaintance, acquaintances, aging, Brendan Hartmann, Donato Deshmukh, dust, energy, family, friends, good times, hearing, heart, heart issues, Jim Green, Joe Johnson, journey, joys, Lars Prip, laughter, live, lonelier, loss, love, memories, Mom, mortality, mother, sight, smile, sorrows, soul, younger
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Heart Thoughts
As 2019 comes to a close I am recovering again from an incident with my heart. Eleven years ago I had a major heart attack, with 100% blockage of the left coronary. They put four stents in at that time, … Continue reading
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Tagged blockage, cardiac catheterization, cardioversion, computers, control, death, defibrillator, drug regimen, emergency room, fear, genes, heart, heart attack, heart rhythm, ICD, implantable cardioverter defibrillator, irregular heartbeat, left coronary, longevity, medical procedures, medicine, moment, mortality, pacemaker, prescriptions, present, science, stents, surgery, ventricular tachycardia
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The Singing Forest
Stumbling and lost I happened upon a singing forest, saw trees wet with blood, green and red, white snow red, saw twisted limbs hanging from twisted limbs, deformities of nature, and heard music, discordant music, cacophony of anguish, voices filling … Continue reading
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Tagged anguish, blood, heart, limbs, screaming, singing forest, song, trees
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On Suicide Prevention Day
Trigger Warning: This post talks about suicide/ideation, child sex abuse, and depression. Please take care of yourself. If there is one thing in my life that I failed at that I’m happy about it’s suicide. When I was younger I … Continue reading
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Tagged attempts, better, child sex abuse, depression, drug overdoes, drunk, heart, humor, Invisible Boy, love, meaningful life, pain, paranoia, peace, pills, razor blade, self-doubt, suicide, Suicide Awareness Day, survive, unloved, unwanted
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Elegy for Terri
The Irish poets sing for you now, songs of passing and sorrow, lilting tunes that reach the ears of angels and honor the truth of your living. A ghost peers through the window wondering when you might walk past, while … Continue reading
Heart Beat
It has now been ten years since I was put in the back of an ambulance and rushed to the University of Wisconsin Hospital with what proved to be a 100% blockage of my left coronary. It happened in … Continue reading
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Tagged ambulance, blockage, blood tests, blood vessels, body parts, Broom Street Theater, bypass surgery, cardiologist, Catholic, coronary, dieet, dizziness, doctor's orders, drug regimen, drugs, ear ache, echocardiogram, EKG, end-of-life, father, genes, guilt, hearing, heart, heart attack, heart medications, infections, irregular heartbeat, ischemic cardiomyopathy, life expectancy, life-threatening event, lifestyle change, liver, Mediterranean diet, nitroglycerin, opening night, pacemakers, patient, pharmaceutical companies, prescriptions, recovery, self-care, side effects, social worker, stents, stress test, symptoms, treatment, University of Wisconsin Hospital, Urgent Care, vision, weight
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