Random Thoughts on the First Clinton/Trump Debate


She’s With Us shirt. Photo by Callen Harty.

Bernie Sanders was my first choice for President this year, so I  voted for him in the primary, but he lost. It was incredibly disheartening but the reality is that he is no longer running for President. We are well past that. I don’t believe in voting for the lesser of two evils, or four evils, or however many are actually still running for the office. I believe in voting for the best candidate of those still in the race. While many of my friends on the left have switched their allegiance to Jill Stein and I can appreciate their reasons for doing so I have never been a fan of hers. I saw her speak several years ago and came away unimpressed. She uttered all the correct left-wing platitudes but offered no substance. She expressed all the right ends, but no route to reach those ends. And Gary Johnson, while he seems like a nice guy to have for a friend or fun uncle, is not someone I want in the oval office.

While Hillary Clinton was not my first choice and there are things about her that I do not like, particularly her hawkishness and her close ties to Wall Street, I believe she is a more qualified and better candidate than the others mentioned, as well as the myriad third party candidates out there. I turned on the debate last night to see if she would make me believe a bit more that she should be the one I vote for and while she didn’t convince me on every issue she did enough to make me more comfortable with her as a candidate. I understand that she is not as far left as I would like and she still came across as too much of a hawk, especially with the way she talked about taking out enemies instead of bringing them to justice. But I’m also not naïve enough to believe that any President, be it Jill Stein, Bernie Sanders, or others can lead us through four years without a single casualty of war. Our nation has been at war through the terms of every single President since the beginning of our country. We need to change the culture and that cannot be done by any one person in office. I also understand that there is no one–unless I ran and won–who would support every one of my political positions. No candidate can score 100% for every individual in this country. So I vote for the one who will come closest to what I want and believe.

Donald Trump, for someone like me, is not even a consideration. I honestly was not that interested in what he had to say in the debate. I was seriously listening to hear more from Clinton. But as I was listening to her I was repeatedly shocked by his rude, boorish, and bullying behavior and by the things that he said. Surprisingly there were a few morsels that he uttered that I had to agree with, but for the most part I kept thinking about how low my country has sunk, that–whether you like her or not–a candidate with the experience and professionalism of Clinton had to stand opposite a crass and buffoonish businessman who simply wants to make more money and gain more power and she had to do her best to treat him as an equal.

Clinton said a couple things that made me uneasy–the aforementioned reference to taking out our enemies being the primary one–but overall she came across as polished and ready for the office.

On the other hand Trump, when his rambling could be clearly understood, mentioned one thing after the other that not only made me hesitate but made me all the more convinced that this man should never be allowed near the White House. Of course he is espousing more of Reagan’s failed tax cuts and economic theories (“trumped-up trickle-down” as Clinton named it) and more deregulation (in an era where more people are becoming ill or injured from the deregulation that has already happened). It’s not those standard Republican platform ideas that were unnerving to me. It was the words and ideas that had been vetted by no one but Trump. Here are some of the things that caught my attention the most:

  • Trump’s first words were about how we are losing manufacturing jobs to Mexico and China. And that is true, because they can get much cheaper labor in those countries and save money. It’s all about the bottom line for manufacturers and employers like Trump. It’s not about the well-being of their employees, but of the shareholders and the owners. Surprisingly Clinton did not attack him for the number of his companies’ products that are made outside of the United States. According to an August 26 Washington Post article products with the Trump label are made in at least a dozen different countries, including China and Mexico, the two  countries he most rails against for undermining American businesses. The Post article also pointed out that Trump wrote a piece in 2005, “Outsourcing Creates Jobs in the Long Run”, in which he argued the economic necessity for businesses to move their business elsewhere.
  • One of the most horrifying moments of the night for me was when Clinton quoted Trump talking about the housing crisis a decade ago when he said, “Gee, I hope it does collapse, because then I can go in and buy some and make some money.” His response to Clinton quoting that was not, “In retrospect I’m sorry so many people lost their homes and dreams” or some similar compassionate reply. What he said to millions upon millions of Americans who lost their jobs, houses, and money was, “That’s called business, by the way.” So to Trump business is taking advantage of the misfortunes of others to increase one’s own fortune, even when you are supposedly already one of the richest, most successful people in the world. A man with so little concern for the hardships of others is not a man who should be holding office of any kind.
  • There was also a very odd exchange about ISIS, in which Trump claimed Clinton was telling ISIS what she was going to do to defeat them and that she was “telling the enemy everything you want to do” while scolding her that World War II General Douglas MacArthur wouldn’t like it. He then goaded her about fighting ISIS her entire adult life, despite later stating that she and Obama caused ISIS to start when we left Iraq.
  • Another of the more maddening moments of the debate came when Clinton claimed that the few tax returns ever released by Trump, when he had to release them in order to get casino licensing, showed that he paid no federal income taxes. None. The businessman claims income in the hundreds of millions of dollars and does not pay a cent in taxes. Rather than saying something about that which might make it a little less irritating to taxpayers like me he responded with, “That makes me smart.” So the man who harped all night long about the country being in debt (while historically priding himself on his debt as a businessman) is not paying his fair share, or any portion of it, and takes pride in how smart he is for not contributing what he should. For those of us who pony up about a quarter of our income every year to keep this country running–and are okay with doing that if it helps maintain our highways, parks, way of life, and more–hearing his smarmy response was beyond galling. It makes me more inclined to want to vote for Hillary Clinton so that she can raise taxes and take away loopholes for corporate freeloaders like Trump and his ilk.
  • Much of what Trump talked about was how he as a businessman should run the country because he knows how to handle money and how to handle budgets. But I have always been of the belief that government is not business and should not be run like a business. Government should be the caretaker of its people. I don’t mind paying taxes so that my townsmen can eat or have healthcare. I would gladly pay more to have everyone covered under a national health plan. It would probably save the common citizen money in the long run. The last thing I want is a corporate CEO who treats citizens as expendable human “resources”, who cares only about making more money and not about the people on the front lines without whom no money would be made at all, who doesn’t pay debts just because he can get away with it, who redlines everything including our most valuable assets and services just for the bottom line. I don’t want the man who admits that he avoided paying debts with this line, “I take advantage of the laws of the nation because I’m running a company.” Give me a career politician, lawyer, the shoe repairman next door, or anyone but someone whose god is money.
  • The man who used the racist birther movement as a springboard for his political ambitions and is now denying it also reduced the issue of racism in this country to an issue of “law and order” and strongly argued for the return of the unconstitutional “stop and frisk” practice, which was ruled unconstitutional because it involved profiling black and brown citizens. He mentioned the “inner city” and in the same breath said he had just left Detroit and Philadelphia to prove how much he understands African-American issues. In fairness he was reaching out to African-Americans in those cities recently because he has been polling so poorly among blacks in this election he has to try to do something. By the way, in the middle of denying that he kept questioning President Obama’s citizenship, he said this–you can watch it online or read it in the transcripts–“He should have produced it a long time before.” This is the crux of why the birther movement is a racist issue. No other President, all of them white prior to Obama, has had their birthright and citizenship questioned like this. The President should not have had to produce a birth certificate at all. Yet Trump was full of pride about getting him to do so, calling it a great service to the country. If a racist distraction is a great service, then yes. Unfortunately, it is not. For me, the oddest quote in this segment was this: “When you talk about healing, I think that I’ve developed very, very good relationships over the last little while with the African-American community.” The italics are mine. I’ll leave it at that. His final defense against charges of racism was a Trump classic–he talked about how he built a club in probably the richest city anywhere and that club doesn’t discriminate against African-Americans or Muslims. Of course it would be illegal to do so, but I’m betting most of my friends, black or white or other, Christian, Muslim, or other would not be able to afford to go to a Trump club in one of the wealthiest places in the country, and I’m betting there are not a huge number of black or Muslim patrons on any given day, although you might see illegal immigrants clearing the tables and washing the dishes.
  • Clinton brought up some of the nasty things Trump has said about women and he could not defend himself. When she mentioned him calling a beauty contestant “Miss Piggy” and “Miss Housekeeping” (because she was Latina) he did not deny it. He simply kept asking, “Where did you find this? Where did you find this?” He then defended himself by noting he had said some “tough things” about Rose O’Donnell, but she deserved it because nobody feels sorry for her. Today he did admit in a roundabout way that Clinton’s assertion was true. He defended his comments about the beauty queen by continuing to fat shame her by stating that after she won the pageant “she gained a massive amount of weight  and it was a real problem.”

Those are the highlights (or lowlights as it were) of Trump’s part of the debate. In addition to all of the horrible things Donald Trump had to say he lied throughout the night about many things, or just made things up on the spot, such as being endorsed by ICE, which as a government agency can’t endorse anyone. He also acted like a petulant spoiled child. He came across as a narcissistic and greedy self-promoter (but one who is only really good at convincing himself about how great he is). He expressed views that made it clear that no matter what he says about the American people and wanting to protect us from terrorists and from losing jobs, he would let us all starve if it improved his lot in life. Yes, he came up from the poverty of a paltry million dollar loan from his father to get his life started, but he spent that to make more money and ended up rich in monetary terms but with an incredible poverty of soul.

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When Nightmares Intrude


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Trigger Warning: This post is about surviving sex abuse. Please take care of yourself first and foremost.

So last night I had a dream–a nightmare really, or a series of nightmares–in which I was assaulted again as I was when I was a child. I don’t know exactly what happened, just as I often didn’t as a child because it was so often in the dark. But I knew that I was being abused and that I could not stop it. I tried to stop it. I struggled. I fought hard. I tried to escape. But he was too much bigger and too much stronger and I could not get away. The whole thing was like a flashback in my sleep, which as far as I know has never happened to me before. I’ve had flashbacks before, but not in my sleep.

When I woke up I was pretty shook up, and exhausted from the struggle. I tried to figure out what might have caused it, what little thing in my day might have triggered such a horrible thing in my sleep. I speak publicly about my childhood sex abuse. I have dealt with it. I help others learn about child sex abuse and about male survivors. And yet, there are times when something can trigger a dream or paralysis or a fear that seems to come out of nowhere. This is the horror of surviving sexual abuse. You can face it and deal with it and seemingly move on from it, but there is a whole world out there and one moment or one image, sound, or smell, or god only knows what–something that might not even be noticed at the time–can throw a person backwards in time to those very moments of horror that were supposed to be left in the past. It can feel as if you are in that moment that was decades ago and it is as real and terrifying as it was when it was really happening.

I try not to dwell in the negative. I try not to stay mired in the horrors of the past and I generally do a good job of living a positive life in the present. Last night’s dream was a reminder that anyone who has suffered trauma, of any sort, can fall back into that trauma at any time and sometimes it can seem like there is no apparent reason.

The nightmare images from last night were significant and I knew that I had to share the experience for some reason. I am okay this evening. I recognize it was just a dream and that I am fine and that something in my subconscious brought it forth for me to face again. I wanted to document it because it surprised me by how real it was. Perhaps it is to try to help others understand what it can be like. Perhaps it is to ask for understanding, so that when you have a friend or family member who is in crisis, suffering an unexpected setback or in some way triggered, that you try to imagine what it might be like for them. You may never fully understand what they are going through but you can still be there for them.

Often–I think most often–those of us who have been through horrible experiences and are triggered by something just need most of all to know that someone is there who loves us and will listen and be with us. The best gift when these kinds of feelings are brought up is someone who will simply be with me and accept me in all of my complexity. There is really nothing more that I can ask.

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On the Milwaukee Riot


Milwaukee. Photo by Callen Harty.

Anyone who has known me for a long time knows that I have been a pacifist since I was a child. I have stopped fights, marched for peace, and have done what little I can to make this a more peaceful world. I believe that violence and war are not the answer. Yet that doesn’t mean that I can’t understand the backdrop for a violent eruption and even sympathize with it while at the same time wishing that there had been a more peaceful way. This is what I am feeling about Milwaukee this morning.

Yesterday afternoon a police officer shot and killed yet another young black man. There have  been conflicting reports about it. Some have said he was unarmed; others that he had a weapon with more than a hundred rounds. One report said he was shot in the chest and the arm; another that he was shot several times in the back. The police reported that he pointed the gun at the officer. Area residents say he did not. It could take weeks for the full story to be revealed. But what is glaringly obvious is that Milwaukee’s north side has been a tinderbox for quite some time.

Oddly enough I have been thinking about A Christmas Story this morning, the movie that is replayed endlessly during the holiday season. And there is a reason for that coming into my mind today. Think about the movie and remember that Ralphie and his friends are constantly harassed and bullied by two of the neighborhood punks throughout the early portion of the film. At one point Ralphie has had enough and fights back, tearing into the biggest bully with all his might, mercilessly beating him in a violent rage, swearing, slugging the other kid relentlessly, until his mother arrives and pulls him off the other boy. He didn’t have any concern about what might happen to him by fighting back–he just blew. And the reason he blew is because the constant abuse of he and his buddies had been accumulating pain in him. He also was having other issues in his young life, thinking that his one great desire for a Christmas present was being undermined by everyone. So there came a point when logic failed him and emotion took over and he fought back, because it was all he had left to do.

Most people watching that movie probably cheered for Ralphie in that moment. He was the underdog, the one constantly being bullied. Despite my pacifism I understood his rage and understood why in that moment it was the only action he could take. I might have wished that he had found a different way to resolve it, but I understood the path he took.

I think also about the Stonewall Rebellion in New York City in 1969. It was several nights of riots that were considered the catalyst for the modern gay rights movement. Queer people celebrate those riots as the beginning of our liberation. We don’t look at it and say, “Oh, those people shouldn’t have destroyed their own bar and neighborhood. They shouldn’t have rioted.” Instead, we celebrate it because we understand that the riots were the result of the accumulation of atrocities against the LGBT community. The people in the bar the night it started, mostly drag queens and minority queer folk, were tired of police raids and harassment. They were tired of Mafia-run bars overcharging them because nobody else would serve them. They were tired of the taunts of other citizens and oppressive laws that kept them from full freedom in a country that promises freedom for all. Stonewall was the tinderbox that lit up the movement for queer rights. Perhaps the movement would have happened without it, but Stonewall hastened it. But understand that nobody there planned it as a political act. It was an emotional reaction to being harassed and bullied and being treated unfairly.

Our own American revolution was a violent reaction to taxation without representation and other slights by the King of England. The Declaration of Independence includes a laundry list of the harms inflicted by the mother country and makes it clear that the citizens of the colonies were not willing to be bullied anymore.

And so we have Milwaukee and countless other cities across the country exploding into protests and riots, not because of a single instance of police aggression, but because of an accumulation of racism, unfairness, and harassment that has been allowed to fester with no real attempt at looking at the underlying issues and resolving them. One more young black man killed by police and the tinderbox goes off. It is an emotional reaction, just like Ralphie and just like the queer folk at Stonewall. While I hate to see the riots and violence I understand the underlying issues and accumulated injustices that cause a people to explode in rage.

There is much underlying the riot that occurred last night. According to multiple sources Milwaukee is the most segregated city in the United States. Unemployment in the city is about 5.6% overall, but for blacks it is closer to 20%. Wisconsin also has the highest incarceration rate for African-Americans in the country, and the highest educational disparity between black and white populations. A February 8, 2016 piece on PBS listed the following disparities in Milwaukee:

  • Milwaukee suspends black high school students at a rate double the national average.
  • Wisconsin has the largest achievement gap between black and white students in the country. With Milwaukee being 40% black it has the largest black student population in the state and is the biggest contributor to that gap.
  • Four out of five Wisconsin black children live in poverty. Four out of five black children live in poverty. Again, Milwaukee has the largest African-American population in the state, so a huge percentage of them are living in poverty in a country that claims to be the richest in the world.
  • More than half of all black Milwaukeeans in their 30s and 40s have served time.

This list doesn’t take into account the daily harassment by police officers in Milwaukee  with citizens being questioned about what they’re doing out and about, cars pulled over for DWB–driving while black, other recent police killings of black men nationally as well as local incidents such as the killing of Dontre Hamilton, Derek Williams, and more recently Jay Anderson in nearby Wauwatosa. This does not mean that all police are evil and out to kill black citizens, but there is enough of a history for the black community to fear the police rather than trust them. White folks generally can trust the police and believe they are there to serve and protect. That is part of what white privilege is about. Black folks don’t feel the same because of their experiences and history with the police. When more than half the black men your age have served time, flashing red lights are not the most welcome sight in the world.

Many people turn to Martin Luther King, Jr. at times like these in order to pontificate about the rioters. They’ll quote the spiritual practitioner of non-violence in an attempt to shame the rioters. And he did say that violence begets violence. He did promote peace. He did say “We must not use violence.” He understood how the use of violence could be used against the cause for racial justice. But he also understood human emotions and knew that at times when people are pushed too far and too hard that they will rise up. It is all they have left. He also said this:

“But it is not enough for me to stand before you tonight and condemn riots. It would be morally irresponsible for me to do that without, at the same time, condemning the contingent, intolerable conditions that exist in our society. These conditions are the things that cause individuals to feel that they have no other alternative than to engage in violent rebellions to get attention. And I must say tonight that a riot is the language of the unheard.”

A riot is the language of the unheard.

The point is that the riot in Milwaukee last night did not come out of nowhere. A hundred or two hundred citizens lashed out emotionally at yet another perceived injustice. They have not been heard. They have raised their voices to deaf ears. They are seeking to be heard. Don’t ask why they set fire to buildings in their own neighborhood, but instead ask why they were angry enough to do that in the first place. Then get to work at listening to the answers to that question and working together to resolve those issues.

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Jill Stein volunteers. Photo by Callen Harty.


There is a myth that comes around every four years that needs to be put to rest after more than a decade. It usually references Green Party candidate Ralph Nader as the cause of Al Gore’s loss to George W. Bush back in 2000. The difference in the vote between the two major party candidates in the state of Florida was less than 600 votes and Nader received almost 100,000 votes in that state. A similar scenario played out in New Hampshire and if Gore had won the Granite State he could have won even without Florida. Presuming that without Nader in the race Gore would have gotten even a small percentage more of the votes than Bush in either of those states, the reasoning goes that he would have won the Presidency. We would never have heard of hanging chads or Kathleen Harris and there would have been no Supreme Court decision on the election or disappointment that Gore did not take the fight further but gave up before his supporters felt it was over. If you research it enough you will find that both sides in the controversy have shown statistical evidence to prove beyond a doubt that 1) Nader cost Gore the presidency and 2) Nader did not cost Gore the presidency.

I voted for Al Gore, but if a candidate cannot inspire the electorate enough to vote for them instead of migrating to a third party then the blame should rest on the candidate’s shoulders, not the American citizens who have every right and responsibility to vote for whomever they believe is the best candidate. It is nobody’s business to tell anyone else how to cast their ballot. Every citizen has the right to vote for the candidate that best speaks to them. Those who felt Ralph Nader was the best candidate believed it because the other two did not inspire them or tap into their needs and wants. There is no such thing as a wasted vote. This country was not intended to be a two-party system and we really need to do something to fix it so that other candidates have a real chance of winning.

The number of people who voted for Ralph Nader in 2000 according to the Federal Election Commission (FEC) was 2,882,995. Patrick Buchanan took almost half a million votes, most of which would have probably gone to Bush if Buchanan had not been in the race. There were 14 other candidates on the ballot who secured an additional half million votes, some of which may have gone to Gore and some of which may have gone to Bush. All of them together made up about 3.5% of the vote total. The vote total for all of the candidates was 105,405,100.

In subsequent elections the  dire warnings were sounded about the Nader effect (and it’s not just the Democrats who use this to try to convince people not to vote for third party candidates). The Republicans and Democrats are both happy to have people believe there are only two choices. In this election there are Republicans who fear that Gary Johnson may hurt Donald Trump and Democrats who fear that Jill Stein will hurt Hillary Clinton. Stein, in particular, is being labeled a spoiler long before the election even happens. I’m going to vote for Clinton but if her diehard supporters don’t have any more faith in her than that then she has a lot of work to do between now and November.

The crux of it for me is this. The FEC states that 51.21% of the voting age population voted in 2000. Take out those who cannot vote, such as felons in some states (and these days those without proper identification) and you still have about half of the eligible population sitting on their hands (or with their heads up their asses) and not exercising their right to vote. The American Presidency Project lists the highest percentage of voter turnout in our recorded history as 81.8% in our centennial year of 1876. According to 270 to Win it was a close election with Samuel Tilden winning the popular vote by about 300,000 votes and Rutherford B. Hayes winning the election with one more electoral vote than Tilden. If only we could get anywhere close to 81.8% today it would be a miracle. Or 70. Or 60. The lowest voter turnout total according to the American Presidency Project was 48.9% in 1924. Since 1972 it has never been higher than 60%. That means the likelihood is that at least 40% (and probably more than 50%) of the voting age population is likely not to vote in 2016, leaving a hundred million or more votes on the table.

The real reason Gore lost in 2000 is not that Nader secured a couple million votes, and it won’t be Jill Stein’s fault if she gets a million or two million votes and Clinton loses. The real culprit is the half of the country that doesn’t care enough about their future or the future of their children or grandchildren to get off their asses, turn off the television, and head to the polls. So don’t lambaste those who really believe that Ralph Nader or Jill Stein, Gary Johnson or Emidio Soltysik, or even Vermin Supreme is the best candidate for them. They have the Constitutional right to vote for the candidate of their choice, and at least they care enough to go to the polls and do their civic duty. Instead of attacking those who do vote, even if it’s not for your candidate, put some energy into getting people energized enough to vote for the person you want to win. If your candidate, whether it’s Clinton or Trump or one of the others, doesn’t speak well enough to the masses of apathetic citizens staying at home then maybe there is something wrong with their message. Or something wrong with those people who don’t care enough about what happens to the country to do something to create the future they want. Either way it’s not the fault of those who cast their votes for the candidate of their choice.


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The Lowlights of the Mike Pence Speech

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Plastic Flag. Photo by Callen Harty.


Donald Trump scares me, but I’m even more frightened of the prospect of him becoming President and then not finishing out his term, as that would mean that his Vice-Presidential pick, Mike Pence, would move up to the highest office in the land, and for someone like me he is very scary.

Pence has conservative cred. He fits right in with all the rabid Bible-thumping, liberal-hating, anyone-but-Hillary right-wingers, anti-government conspiracy theory citizens who have been steadily moving our country to the right. He is strongly anti-abortion, anti-gay, pro-military, pro-religion and seems to be a likely candidate for trying to create a theocracy. Yay, 2nd amendment gun rights! Boo, 1st amendment freedom of religion! And the press. And human rights. He proudly and repeatedly defines himself as “a Christian, a conservative, and a Republican, in that order.”

Last night he gave his acceptance speech and recited a litany of conservative dreams that would be nightmares for most of us, all while cheerleading for Trump even though he endorsed Ted Cruz in the Indiana primary. Here is a sampling of some of the things he talked about that were the most concerning:

  • “I’m a Christian, a conservative, and a Republican, in that order.” While the conservatives in the Tea Party wing of the Republican party (which Pence was an early supporter of) talk a great talk about loving America and its Constitution they tend to love it as selectively as they quote and use Bible passages to support their positions. Thomas Jefferson and other founding fathers used the expression of “separation of church and state” as their understanding of the religion clauses of the 1st amendment. They did not want a government controlled by people whose religious beliefs would blind them to the good of the country. While many of them were Christians they did not put their religious beliefs above their governmental duties. Even John Adams, who was possibly the most devout Christian of the early founders, said, “. . . the Government of the United States of America is not, in any sense, founded on the Christian religion . . .” This was from the Treaty of Tripoli in which he declared strongly that as a country we have no enmity against Muslims. And finally, James Madison, considered the Father of the Constitution and also the man who conceived the Bill of Rights, had this to say: “. . . religion and Govt. will both exist in greater purity, the less they are mixed together.” The founding fathers did not want a country ruled by religion. People like Pence put their religious beliefs above all else to the detriment of others.

About two-thirds of the way into the speech came the cynical part when Pence talked about all of the common Americans who are yearning for a leader like Trump to care about them. Of course very few politicians, who are almost all rich and unreachable, know anything about what common Americans think, feel, or suffer on a daily basis. Trump knows no more about the dreams of the common man than he knows what it’s like be on the receiving end of the words, “You’re fired.” As easily as he bankrupted several businesses he will bankrupt the dreams of middle and working class Americans. But Pence would have us believe that Trump is the benevolent billionaire, the one man who cares about American families. He talked about some of those people Trump hopes to save.

  • “It’s union members who don’t want a president who promises to put a lot of coal miners and coal companies out of business. Those miners want an American energy policy and they know that Donald Trump digs coal.” Forget about the bad pun. Setting aside the idea that we really need an energy policy that relies on renewable sources of energy this cynical appeal to union members is about as low as it gets. Pence, Wisconsin’s Scott Walker, Michigan’s  Rick Snyder, and others of their ilk (the adopted children of the Koch Brothers) all hate unions and want to destroy them. They don’t want coal mines to succeed for the workers and union members, but for the owners, so that those rich industrialists can keep extracting coal from the earth, leaving devastation behind, and making money as long as they can. The only reason miners get a share of the wealth that comes from coal mining is because they have strong unions that have fought for fair wages and working conditions. The Tea Party wing of the Republican Party would be just as happy to strip workers of their rights as to strip the land for coal.
  • “It’s African-Americans, who remember generations of hollow promises about safe streets and better schools, and they know Donald Trump will fight for equality.” The three or four African-Americans the cameras could find in the audience seemed to be in agreement. The more than thirty-five million others in this country know better. Despite the pandering from Pence they will not be turning out in droves for a man who did not disavow the KKK earlier this year, who was sued by the Justice Department for not renting to blacks back in the 70s, who worked hard to keep the Obama birther movement going, and more. And this doesn’t take into account his feelings about women, Muslims, Mexicans, and other minority groups.
  • “And he loves educational choice.” This is code for school vouchers, a system whereby the government pays for citizens to go to private schools (often religious ones) with money that is taken from our public schools. Eventually there will be little to no funding for public schools as the voucher system continues to expand. It is a long-range ALEC (American Legislative Exchange Council) plan to eventually privatize education (like they want to privatize everything, from schools to prisons). This achieves two conservative goals: 1) It creates a new industry from which investors can get rich, and 2) It sets the agenda for what is taught in the schools. Goodbye science and higher learning. Hello, pseudo-science, religious studies, and social brainwashing.
  • “And it’s Hispanic Americans, who respect the law, want jobs and opportunities for their families, who know that Donald Trump will uphold the law and get this economy moving for every American.” He was clear to define Hispanic Americans who respect the law, because when it comes to illegal immigrants there is no love. Pence supports building the wall that Trump wants to build on our southern border.
  • “You know, in so many ways the Democratic Party has abandoned those it used to protect. Maybe they’ve become too entrenched in power, so comfortable at times that they lose patience with the normal legislative process. It’s so much simpler to impose their values by executive order or court action.”  Never mind that because a party holds the Presidency it doesn’t mean they are entrenched in power, especially when that President is virtually held hostage by a Congress controlled by the other party. It’s amazing that Barack Obama was able to get anything done in his eight years. Yes, he did sign Executive Orders, as has every President–Democrat, Republican, or other party–for a couple centuries. George Washington was the first to do it and signed eight during his two terms. Barack Obama is still well behind the number signed by either George W. Bush or Ronald Reagan (As of July 20, 2016, according to The American Presidency Project, Obama had signed 244 Executive Orders. The junior Bush signed 291 in his two terms and Reagan signed 381. For the record the senior Bush signed 166 and Bill Clinton 364.) As for imposing will by court decisions Pence proceeds to speak a moment later in his speech about how important it is for Trump to win the election because the next President will determine the nature of the Supreme Court for the next 40 years. So is he saying it’s bad for Democrats to appoint justices who are in line with their political worldview, but it’s okay for Republicans? The judiciary was intended to be independent. While you can’t pretend to be completely objective–we all have our worldview–the goal is to make it as objective and independent as possible. Whenever a federal or Supreme Court decision is decided against conservatives they scream and shout about judicial activism, but those same people cheer and celebrate the courts when decisions go the way they want. You really can’t have it both ways. The role of the Supreme Court is simply to decide the constitutionality of laws. This is all part of the balance of powers set up by the founding fathers that the Tea Partiers claim to hold in such high regard.
  • “So let me say, for the sake of the rule of law, for the sake of the sanctity of life, for the sake of our Second Amendment and for the sake of all our other God-given liberties, we must ensure that the next president appointing justices to the Supreme Court is Donald Trump.” Just a little look at the code words included in this. Rule of law refers to the idea that the law as written should be the governing force of a nation, as opposed to tyrants and dictators imposing their will upon the populace. The Tea Partiers tend to think of Obama and Clinton as dictatorial types because they are smart enough to use the rule of law to their benefit, but they are okay with Presidents doing that as long as it’s the ones they elected. Of course the sanctity of life refers to fetuses even when they are not viable outside of the womb. It doesn’t refer to the sanctity of black lives, the sanctity of a convict’s life, the sanctity of the homeless and of starving children, the sanctity of lives lost in other countries from American bombs and drones–we need to make the military stronger and show the world how tough we are! The only ones that really matter to these people are the unborn fetuses that may grow up to some day be the black man shot by police, the person condemned to the death penalty, the woman sleeping in the park in winter, the hungry child with no hope of a meal, or the family killed by a misguided bomb. And there he goes with the 2nd amendment again. Why is it that the other 26 amendments are ignored by these people? Yes, we have the right to bear arms in this country, but that shouldn’t mean that we have the right to military grade weapons that can kill masses of people at one time. We shouldn’t have AR-15s any more than we should have nuclear weapons, tanks, and other military gear available to the general public. And while the regular folks out there in Tea Partyland are simply afraid of having their hunting rifles and pistols for self-protection taken away (which nobody wants to do) politicians like Pence are die-hard 2nd amendment backers not for you and me, but for the manufacturers who are making a mint off of our paranoia and our fear of our fellow citizens. Maybe it was at one time, but the NRA is not about hunters and individual gun owners rights. It is there to protect the weapons manufacturers’ income.
  • I’m not even going to quote the Benghazi line. Give it a break. Hillary Clinton was exonerated by a Republican committee investigating what happened there. The Republicans and right-wingers around the country have tried to make it an issue for years with no success. It is time to let it go.
  • “History teaches us that weakness arouses evil.” Pence meant to imply that American military weakness (despite us still having the largest, most powerful military in history) is what has led to the rise of terrorism in this world, and he also managed to blame Obama and Clinton for it at the same time. Not that killing civilians in far-off lands would have anything to do with it, or overthrowing governments worldwide, or attempting to make the whole world in our image (which maybe we’ve succeeded at too well). No, the blame lies entirely with that darned Obama and Hillary will make it worse. “Weakness arouses evil.” While this is a scary line it is also true. The weak economy and government in pre-World War II Germany, the fear of “other”, and the loss of faith in their government is what allowed Adolph Hitler to rise to power by promising a renewed military strength, national pride, jobs, and more. This has been the pattern of every dictator–play on people’s fears, find or create an enemy, and then come in as the savior. Donald Trump is not a savior and Mike Pence is not either. He is merely a sycophantic tagalong hoping to rise to power alongside the most surprising candidate to be nominated by a major party in recent memory.
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Breaking the Cycle


Sign at a rally after the Michael Brown shooting. Photo by Callen Harty.

Sometimes violence in a family is generational. A father beats a son who beats his son who beats the next son because that is the world in which each of the sons grew up and that is how they learned to deal with conflict, frustration, and any other feeling that may come up in their lives. At some point one child may grow into a man and decide that the way he grew up was horrible and the last thing he wants to do is to inflict the same pain and abuse on his children, so he figures out a different way and breaks the cycle. He figures out how to discipline without violence and how to love fully and his children learn the same because that is the world in which they grew up.

I feel like America is that bully father and that unfortunately there are scant few who grew up here who want to break that cycle.

Today I woke up (again) to the news of a police officer shooting and killing a black man. This time it was in Minnesota during a traffic stop. It was a man who was told to show his ID, who informed the police up front that he had a concealed carry permit, and who was shot four times as he moved to get the ID he had been asked to show. His girlfriend and child were in the car and witnessed the horrible event.

Yesterday it was an officer in Louisiana who shot a man multiple times who was already on the ground in the arms of two police officers. He did have a gun, but it was in his pocket, where they pulled it from after he was shot.

A couple weeks ago it was a mad gunman who shot and killed nearly 50 people at a gay bar in Orlando. These horrible events keep happening and we keep crying for a moment and then forgetting. Last year in the United States there were more mass shootings than the number of days in a year.* Last year there were 493 murders just in the city of Chicago and this year is on a pace to beat that by a large number, with 336 murders already recorded in the windy city just a little over halfway into the year.**

Early in the year when a murder occurs in my city of Madison, Wisconsin the police and media will refer to it as Madison’s first murder of the year, as if there is an expectation that there will be more–because that is the world in which we live.

We also live in a country that has become the world’s bully. As a nation we take down or kill leaders of other countries, we bomb innocent civilians in a never-ending cycle of incursions, actions, and wars, we engage in war with several countries at a time, we kill first and ask questions later–just like these latest killings by the police.

Our founding fathers gained independence with a violent revolution. They enshrined the right to bear arms into our Constitution. They held people captive as slaves who could be beaten, raped, or killed on a whim. They committed genocide against the native population of this land. They created a lawless west. As a nation we have admired the most violent among us–outlaws of the west, gangsters in the early 20th century, Presidents and generals who lead us into unnecessary wars and are honored for it with peace medals.

The lessons we have learned as children of this nation are the lessons of violence. We have engaged in a litany of wars and military actions from George Washington all the way through Barack Obama. And virtually all our wars were fought not to protect American people, but American interests, which translates as protecting the wealth and assets of the ruling class. Not one generation has grown up without war. Every American child has grown up with our country engaged in killing other people in far-off lands, and we have grown to accept this as the normal course of things.

I believe that as long as our leaders continue to justify drone warfare, bombings with “collateral damage” , unnecessary and unjust wars, covert killings of supposed enemies, as long as we continue supplying the world with munitions and our own citizens with military-grade weapons, as long as there are classes of citizens who are considered “other” or “less than”, as long as the signal from the top down continues to be that violence is resolution then we will continue to see police officers kill persons of color and poor white folks. We will continue to see mass shootings and daily murders in cities across the country. We will continue to see a descent into a world where no life has value.

The children of this country need to break the cycle. Those who understand that violence begets violence and love begets love must find a way to reach others, to reach our leaders, to change the way the world is now so that we can live in a future where everyone is safe, everyone is truly equal, and every life is valued. It is not just about removing guns from madmen. It is about changing the entire culture.

I wish I knew how that could be done. I wish I had an easy answer. I don’t. I think it has to start within the hearts of those who value life more than property or wealth. It has to start with those who do not think color, gender, orientation, or a host of other factors make anyone less. I think those who want to see it change have to reach out and touch those with whom they are close, and then those people need to reach out to others, until there is a mass movement of citizens demanding that we look at the way we move through this world, both as individual citizens and as a government that is supposed to represent us. I think that those of us who want to see this change must start taking stands whenever and wherever we can. We need to stand up and say “No more.” We have to let it be known that we will not accept things as they are, and that we expect things to be better. It will not change itself. It needs common people to stand up and demand something better.

*372 mass shootings (defined as four or more injured or killed) resulting in 475 deaths and 1,870 wounded according to 2015: The Year of Mass Shootings by Abbey Oldham. PBS News Hour. http://www.pbs.org/newshour/rundown/2015-the-year-of-mass-shootings/

**2015 Chicago Murders. Timeline. DNAInfo, Chicago. https://www.dnainfo.com/chicago

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On the Pulse Nightclub Massacre

Candle at a vigil for the victims of the Pulse Orlando shooting. Photo by Callen Harty.

Candle at a vigil for the victims of the Pulse Orlando shooting. Photo by Callen Harty.

Within a couple minutes of waking up on Sunday morning several posts on Facebook had alerted me to yet another mass shooting in the United States. A moment later I saw that it had taken place at a gay nightclub in Orlando and my heart sank. Even if the club were more than a thousand miles away the people there would be my queer brothers and sisters and allies. Then I heard that it was Latino night at the club and my heart sunk a bit further. Two groups that are oppressed, two groups that are treated as “less than” or “other” in our culture and we were being slaughtered, most likely for no other reason than our identity.

Really, I had no definitive way of knowing whether the shooter knew it was Latino night or even whether it was a gay club, but my heart knew. I did not need to find out from NBC that his father said that the shooter was outraged by witnessing two men kissing and holding hands in Miami a couple months before the shooting. My heart knew. And even if it turns out that that he did this as an Islamist extremist I do not need to be told that he hated LGBT people. My heart knows. My heart knows that he chose Pulse for a reason.

As a gay man I have expected something like this to happen for years, although I expected it would be a homophobic, right-wing Christian who doesn’t really understand the love of Jesus rather than a homophobic right-wing Muslim. It doesn’t much matter. So many right-wing interpretations of various religions teach people to hate. People are hated for their sexuality, their race, their religion, their place of origin, their status (or lack of it), gender, and on and on. Hatred crosses many lines.

Pulse is not the first time and it won’t be the last. Any queer person can tell you that. Look up the Upstairs Lounge arson fire in New Orleans where 32 people died. Look up the Otherside Lounge bombing in Atlanta where fortunately nobody died. Look up violence against LGBT people and you will find a litany of brutal beatings, torture, and killings of people simply because they were queer. Harvey Milk, Allen Schindler, Brandon Teena, Matthew Shepard, Billy Jack Gaither, name after name after name, and those lists only include the ones that were somehow considered newsworthy. They don’t include my queer Native American friend, Earl Greeley, who was beaten to death by a man in Superior, Wisconsin. They don’t include the store owner whose bloody body was found in his store on the Capitol Square in Madison. They don’t include the still unidentified person whose biologically male body, dressed in women’s clothes, was found stuffed in a chimney on the University of Wisconsin campus in a case that is still unsolved. They don’t include the countless nameless faceless gay, lesbian, bisexual, and transgender citizens of the world who are killed every day in this world. Or who are beaten to within inches of dying. Or harassed or threatened.

As a gay man I live with the whisper of violence in my ear. I hear it whenever I walk the streets, whenever I gather with my queer brothers and sisters. I hear it when I lay in bed at night or when I dare to kiss my life partner in public. While I have not yet suffered a physical assault I have been verbally harassed and had my life threatened many times. I understand that at any moment I could be attacked or killed just for being who I am. This is not to say that others aren’t also possibly in danger in this gun-slinging violence-crazed country, but there is a higher probability of someone in a minority community facing violence. According to a recent article LGBT people face a significantly higher risk of violence than other minorities (The Atlantic, June 12, 2016)*. This because of who we love. That is all.

At least in this country the possibility of dying for being gay is not officially government-sanctioned. In many countries the punishment for homosexual acts is death. Still, there are politicians, religious leaders, and others who with their rhetoric encourage the type of thing that happened Sunday. The underlying message is that gay people are evil, worthless beings. The killer of my friend who was bludgeoned to death has been out of prison for years. The judge felt that he had come from a good family and that what he did was not indicative of his true nature and that if he could continue college he could become a valuable contributing member of society. He was sentenced to prison, but only for a relatively short period of time. Earl’s death did not lead to justice. Earl’s life was deemed of little value by the judge. Earl, as I noted, was both gay and Native American.

My thoughts are jumbled still. The massacre in Orlando has shook me up pretty badly. It has brought to the forefront all the lifelong fears, the anger over injustice, the incredible deep sorrow that I was born into a world that does not value all people as equals and seems not to value life at all. I know that is not true, of course. I know that for every murderous person filled with enough hatred to do damage to others there are thousands upon thousands of people willing to stand in long lines to give blood to those in need, to risk their lives to save the lives of others, to stand up for those who can’t stand for themselves. I know this, but still I grieve for the state of the world.

But I will not live my life in sorrow. I will not live my life in fear. I will not give in to hatred and bigotry and become hateful myself. Instead I will dig deeper into the well of love in my queer soul. I will survive and I will love and I will help make this world a better place. After hearing that the Orlando shooter became outraged by seeing two men kissing I decided to change my profile picture to one of Brian and me kissing. I am too old and too stubborn to go back in the closet. My love will not hide. Ever. You can put a bullet in my heart but you don’t have a weapon that can take my soul. You can destroy my body but I will not let you destroy my spirit.

That is where I am at today. I am in a place of love and that is where I will dwell all the days of my life.

*from the Atlantic, June 12, 2016: “In a 2011 analysis of FBI hate-crime statistics, the Southern Poverty Law Center found that ‘LGBT are more than twice as likely to be the target of a violent hate-crime than Jews or black people,’ said Mark Potok, a senior fellow at the center. Because the population of LGBT Americans is relatively small, and the number of hate crimes against that group is significant, LGBT individuals face a higher risk than other groups of being the victims of an attack. ‘They are more than four times as likely as Muslims, and almost 14 times as likely as Latinos’, Potok added. Sexual orientation motivated roughly 20 percent of hate crimes in 2013 according to the FBI; the only factor that accounted for more was race.”


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